整整一年,乔和她的教授在工作和期待中度过。他们盼望着、恋爱着,偶尔幽会,还写了很多长篇情书,致使一时纸价上涨,劳里是这么说的。第二年,开始显得相当冷静,他们的未来并不明朗,再加上马奇姑婆又突然去世。而当最初的悲伤过去之后——老太太虽然说话尖刻,可她们还是爱她的——她们有理由高兴起来,因为老太太把梅园留给了乔,一下子,各种喜事接踵而来。
“那是个很不错的老庄园,会换来一大笔钱的,你当然会打算卖掉它。”劳里这么说。几个礼拜后,大家在讨论这件事。
“不,我不卖。”乔坚决地回答。她抚弄着那只肥壮的长卷毛狗。出于对原先的女主人的尊重,乔领养了它。
“你不是打算住在那儿吧?”
“是的,我要住去。”
“可是,我亲爱的姑娘,那是非常大的豪宅,管理要花大钱的。光是花园和果园就得两三个人照看。我想巴尔对农活也不懂行。”
“要是我提议,他会在那方面努力的。”
“你指望靠那里的农产品过活?嗯,听起来像乐园,可你会看到,干农活要命的艰苦。”
“我们要种的庄稼,盈利丰厚。”乔笑了起来。
“丰收的庄稼什么样的,小姐?”
“男孩子。我想为小孩子们办一所学校——一所愉快的、家庭式的好学校。我来照顾他们,弗里茨教他们。”
“那可真是乔式计划!这不正是她的样子吗?”劳里喊着,向家里人呼吁。他们和他一样大吃一惊。
“我喜欢那个计划。”马奇太太斩钉截铁地说。
“我也喜欢。”她丈夫补充道。想到有机会对现代青年试行苏格拉底的教育法,他欣然接受。
“乔要操很多的心哪。”美格说,一边抚摸着需要全力以赴的独养儿子的头。
“乔能做到的,会因此而幸福的。绝妙的主意。把全部计划都说说吧。”劳伦斯先生大声说。他一直渴望帮这对情侣的忙,但知道他们不愿意受援。
“我知道你会站在我一边的,先生。艾美也会的——我从眼神里看出来了,虽然她做事谨慎,考虑成熟了才会说。好啦,我的亲人们,”乔诚恳地说道,“你们得理解,这不是我的新花样,而是酝酿已久的计划。在我的弗里茨到来之前,我常考虑,等我发了财,家里又不需要我时,就去租个大房子,收养一些没妈照顾、可怜的小弃儿,照料他们,让他们快乐生活,免得铸成大错。我看到,许许多多弃儿得不到及时的帮助而走向堕落。我非常乐意为他们尽心尽力。我似乎感觉到了他们的需要,我同情他们的困难。啊,我是多么希望做他们的母亲啊!”
马奇太太向乔伸出了手,乔握住。她噙着泪水笑了,像以前那样热情洋溢地说起话来,真是久违了。
“我曾经将计划告诉过弗里茨,他说那正中下怀,他同意等我们富裕了就去试试。上帝保佑那好心人!他一辈子都在这么做——我是说帮助穷孩子们,而不是发家致富,他永远也富不了。钱在他的口袋里放不长,不可能有积蓄的。而如今,多亏了我那好姑婆,承蒙她的错爱,我倒是富有了,至少我这样感觉。要是我们办起人丁兴旺的学校,就能在梅园美满生活。那地方正适合男孩子们,宅子很大,家具朴素结实。屋子里面足以容下几十个人,屋外有漂亮的场地。孩子们能在花园果园帮忙,这样的工作有益健康,是不是,先生?而且弗里茨可以用他的方式训练、教育孩子们。爸爸可以帮忙的。我可以做饭,照顾他们、爱抚他们、责骂他们。妈妈在旁边做备份。我一直盼望能有许多孩子,从来都不嫌多的。现在宅子可以住满了,尽情和可爱的小东西们狂欢。想想那是多么奢侈——梅园是自己的,野地里还有一大群男孩和我一起共享!”
乔手舞足蹈,心驰神往地感叹着。全家人爆发出一阵欢笑。劳伦斯先生大笑不止,他们还以为他中风要发作呢。
“没什么好笑的,”乔等说话能听清时,神情严肃地说,“我的教授开办学校,而我情愿住在自己的田庄,这是再自然、再适当不过的了。”
“她已经在端架子了。”劳里说。他把这个创意看做天大的笑话,“请问你打算用什么来维持学校呢?要是学生们都破衣烂衫,用俗人的观点来看,恐怕你的庄稼不算盈利的,巴尔夫人。”
“哎呀,特迪,别扫兴啦。我当然也会收些有钱的学生——也许全部就以富家子弟开始。然后,等到学校顺利开办了,我就能收下一两个流浪儿,只为增添趣味。富家孩子和穷孩子一样,往往也需要照顾和安慰。我见过不幸的小东西们,都丢给仆人们管着,还有些迟钝的孩子被强迫赶进度,真是残忍。一些孩子因为调教不当照顾不周而变得调皮捣蛋,还有些孩子失去了母亲。但是,再好的孩子也要经过笨手笨脚的青少年时期,就是这个时期最需要耐心友善的开导。可是,人们嘲笑他们,把他们相互推诿,所谓眼不见,心不烦,还指望他们从漂亮小孩子一下子就变成英俊少年呢。知难而进的小家伙们,他们不大发牢骚的——但是他们有感觉。我见识过一些,对此完全了解。对这些小偏才我特别有兴趣。我想使他们看到,尽管他们笨手笨脚,头脑乱七八糟,我看到了这些男孩子热情、诚实、心地善良。我也有经验的,难道我不是养育了一个男孩,成为他家人的自豪和光荣吗?”
“我可以作证,你有那种尝试。”劳里带着感激的神色说。
“而且,成功超乎我的希望。因为,你就在这里,一个稳重、精明的商人,用你的钱财做了大量的善事。你不是在积累美元,而是在积累穷人的祝福。你不仅仅是个商人,你崇尚善和美的事物,自己享有,也让别人分享一半,就像过去常做的那样。特迪,我真为你骄傲,你一天天都在进步。虽然你不让宣扬,但大家都感到了这一点。是的,等我有了一群孩子,我就会指着你说:‘孩子们,那就是你们的榜样。'”
可怜的劳里眼睛不知朝哪边看了。这一阵赞扬使得所有的脸都转向他,大家赞许地看着他,尽管他是堂堂正正的男子汉,从前那种羞怯又笼罩了他。
“我说,乔,那样太过分了。”他就以从前那种男孩的口气说,“你们都为我做了许多,我感激不尽的,只能尽力不辜负你们而已。最近你完全抛弃我了,乔,可我还是得到了最好的帮助。所以,要说我有什么进步,可以感谢这两位。”他一只手轻轻地放在爷爷的白发脑袋上,另一只手放在艾美的金发上。他们三个人从来都不长时间分开的。
“我真的认为世界上最美好的东西就是家庭!”乔脱口而出。此时,她的情绪异常高涨。“我自己成了家后,希望和另外三个非常熟悉、无比热爱的家庭一样幸福。要是约翰和我的弗里茨也在这里,那真是人间的一个小天堂。”她接着压低声音说。那天晚上,一家人快活地召开了家庭会议,讨论了希望和打算,乔回到自己的房间时,心中充满了幸福。她跪在一直靠近自己铺位的那张空床边,柔情地想着贝丝,心里方才平静下来。
总的说来,那一年惊喜不断,一切都显得异常顺利,令人心情愉快。乔几乎还没明白是怎么回事,就发现自己已经结了婚,并在梅园定居。然后家里如雨后春笋般冒出六七个小男孩,奇怪的是,学校办得热热闹闹,招收的既有富家子弟,也有穷孩子,因为劳伦斯先生不断地发现一些赤贫的动人个案,恳求巴尔夫妇能怜悯孩子,他乐于付些小钱给予资助。就这样,足智多谋的老人战胜了高傲的乔,并为她带来了她最喜欢的那种男孩。
当然,万事开头难,起初乔也犯了一些古怪的错误。可才智过人的教授将她安全地引到了平静的水域,连最不听话的流浪儿最后也被管得服服帖帖。乔是多么喜欢“男孩们的野地”!梅园以前是个神圣的院落,规规矩矩,收拾得井井有条,可现在被那帮汤姆们、迪克们和哈里们搅得天翻地覆。要是可怜的、可爱的马奇姑婆健在,见到这一幕,她会多么,多么痛心疾首!可毕竟,这里还有一种诗意的公正,因为过去方圆几里内的男孩都惧怕老太太。现在这些逃亡者肆无忌惮地偷吃李子禁果,他们用肮脏的靴子踢起沙砾,也没人责骂;在空旷的场地里玩板球,而那里那个易怒的“弯角牛”过去常常引莽撞的半大孩子来挨挑。这里简直成了男孩乐园。劳里提议,应该管它叫做“巴尔花园”,既是对主人表示敬意,对它的居民也很贴切。
学校从来不赶时髦,教授也没有发财。可乔就想学校成为这个样子——“那些需要教导、照顾和体贴的男孩们的幸福家园”。大宅子里,各个房间很快就住满了人,花园里的土地都各各有了主,允许养宠物,所以谷仓畜棚内有了个像样的动物园,一天三次。乔坐在长桌子一端,冲着她的弗里茨笑,桌子两边是一排排开心的小脸蛋,他们都充满深情地望着她,对“巴尔妈妈”满怀感激和敬慕,向她吐露心声。现在孩子够多了,可她并不觉得腻烦,虽然他们无论如何都称不上是天使,而且一些孩子还会给教授和夫人带来诸多麻烦和焦虑。可她坚信,即使最调皮、最无礼、最让人揪心的小流浪儿,心中都有优点,只要有耐心,用适当的技巧总能把他们驯服。巴尔爸爸像太阳一样慈爱地照耀着他们,巴尔妈妈宽恕他们七七四十九次,只要是凡人都不会顽抗到底。让乔最感珍贵的是与小家伙们的友谊,干了坏事后悔过的抽噎,小声认错,滑稽或感人的悄悄话。他们讨人喜欢的热情、希望和打算,甚至他们的不幸,因为这些使乔对他们倍加疼爱。男孩们有的反应迟钝,有的生性羞怯;有的身体虚弱,有的调皮捣蛋;有的口齿不清,有的结结巴巴;有一两个缺胳膊短腿的;还一个开心的小混血儿,哪儿也不要他,却在“巴尔花园”受到了欢迎,虽然有些人预言录取他会毁了这座学校。
真的,那里尽管工作艰辛,操心事多,还要忍受无休止的吵闹,可乔过得幸福美满。她由衷地喜欢这一切,发现孩子们的喝彩最令人满意,胜过世上的任何称颂。现在她把故事只讲给她的那群满腔热情的信徒和崇拜者。时光飞逝,自己的两个小男孩也来喜上加喜——一个叫罗布,跟外公的名,另一个叫特迪,是个乐天派的婴儿,他似乎继承了爸爸阳光的性格和妈妈充沛的精力。在这些乱糟糟的孩子堆里,他们怎样活得下去,外婆和阿姨们始终搞不懂。他们像春天蒲公英一样茁壮成长,那些保姆虽然粗野,但很疼爱他们,对他们照顾得很周到。
梅园有很多假日,其中最愉快的一个,要数一年一度的摘苹果节,因为马奇夫妇、劳伦斯夫妇、布鲁克夫妇和巴尔夫妇要全体出动,庆祝一番。乔结婚已经五年了,又盼来了一个硕果累累的丰收季节——十月的一天,佳果成熟,空气里弥漫着令人兴奋的清香,使人感觉精神焕发,血脉健康地奔腾。古老的果园穿上了节日的盛装:长满青苔的墙上点缀着一枝黄花和翠菊;枯草丛中,蚱蜢轻快地蹦跳,蟋蟀唧唧地鸣唱,就像童话中宴会上的吹笛手;松鼠们也忙着小秋收;鸟儿们在小路边的桤木上唧唧喳喳地唱着,向秋天道别;每棵树都只要一摇,就落下一阵苹果雨,有红的也有黄的。人到齐了,大家唱着笑着,爬上去,跌下来;每个人都赞同,从来没有像今天这样完美,也从来没有这样一群快乐的人来享受它;每个人都轻松地沉浸在此刻这种朴素的快乐中,仿佛世间根本就没有忧虑和烦恼之类的东西。
马奇先生平静地四处漫步,一边向劳伦斯先生大讲塔瑟[1]、考利[2]和科卢梅拉[3],一边欣赏:
和醇的苹果,浓郁的果汁。
教授俨然一个强壮的条顿骑士,在绿色的过道里冲上冲下,手执木杆当长矛,率领男孩们摘苹果。男孩子们组成了一支云梯队,在地上翻筋斗和高空落地方面都创造了许多奇迹。劳里专心致力于照看几个小孩,让他家小女儿坐在蒲式耳筐子里推行,把戴茜抱到鸟巢中间,留神喜欢冒险的罗布,以免他摔断脖子。马奇太太和美格坐在苹果堆里,俨然一对波摩娜[4],拣选不断倒进来的苹果。艾美满脸慈祥的神情,非常漂亮,为不同的人群画素描,一边照看着一个脸色苍白的小家伙。这孩子身边放着小拐杖,坐在一旁崇拜地望着她。
那天,乔有条不紊地忙碌着,跑东跑西。她把长裙别了起来,帽子也不知到了哪里,手臂下夹着婴儿,随时准备应付任何可能出现的惊险场面。小特迪总能逢凶化吉,什么事都没有。乔从来都不担心,不管他被哪个小家伙飞快地送上树,还是由另一个小家伙背着飞奔开去,甚至看到迁就的爸爸给他喂褐色的酸苹果,她也不担心。这位爸爸富有日耳曼人的幻想,坚信小孩子吃什么东西都能消化,不管是腌菜、纽扣,还是钉子,连他们的小鞋也不例外。她知道,小特迪迟早总会安全出现,虽然样子脏兮兮,可还是脸色红润,平安无事。她总会由衷地欢迎他回来,因为乔深爱着她的两个孩子。
四点钟,劳动告一段落。篮子空了,摘苹果的人们休息了,攀比着衣服的裂缝和身上的擦伤。接着,乔和美格带领一队大男孩子在草地上摊开晚餐。露天茶点总是节庆的最高潮。毫不夸张地说,在这种时候,场地上真的成了奶和蜜之地,因为小家伙们不被要求坐在桌子边,允许随意地享受茶点——自由这种调料是男孩子的最爱,他们充分享用这个难得的特权。有些人觉得好玩,便试着倒立着喝牛奶;其他人做着跳背游戏,中间停下来吃一口馅饼,玩出了花样。最后弄得饼干播撒得到处都是,苹果酥饼夹在树杈上,就像一种新型的小鸟。几个小姑娘私下开茶会,小特迪则在各种好吃的东西之间随意地转悠。
等大家都吃不下了,教授首次正式提出干杯,在这种时候总是必要的。“为马奇姑婆干杯,愿上帝保佑她!”这位好人由衷地为她祝酒,他永远都不会忘记自己欠她很多。孩子们静默地干杯,他们一直受到教诲,要牢记她老人家。
“还有,为外婆的六十岁生日干杯!祝她老人家长寿,让我们一、二、三,欢呼三次!”
大家使劲地祝福,读者们,你们也完全会相信吧。一开始欢呼,就很难停下来。大家为每个人的健康干杯,从劳伦斯先生这位特别赞助人,到那只受惊的豚鼠,它漂泊到此来寻找小主人。戴米是长外孙,接着向寿婆婆送上各种礼物。礼物太多了,只能用独轮车送到喜庆地。有些礼物滑稽可笑,可别人的眼里的瑕疵,在外婆看来却是装饰品——因为这些孩子们的礼物都是亲手做的。戴茜耐心的小手为手帕镶了边,在马奇太太看来,其中的每一针都胜过刺绣;戴米的鞋盒是机械技术的奇迹,尽管盖子盖不上;罗布的脚凳腿不稳,歪歪扭扭,可她却说很舒服;艾美的孩子送给她的书上,歪歪斜斜地用大写字母写着几个字——“赠亲爱的外婆,您的小贝丝。”这一页是这本高价书中最漂亮的一页。
赠送仪式还在进行中,男孩们已经神秘地消失了。马奇太太想感谢孩子们,却抑制不住,放声大哭。小特迪用自己的围裙替她擦眼泪,教授突然唱起了歌。接着,从他头上,声音此起彼伏,接着歌词唱,棵棵树上隐藏着一支合唱队,歌声回荡在树木之间。男孩们由衷地唱着由乔填词、劳里谱曲的歌,教授教小家伙们以最佳的效果歌唱。总的说来,这是件新鲜事,结果取得了巨大成功。马奇太太惊喜不已,一定要跟树上那些不长羽毛的小鸟一一握手,从高大的弗朗茨和埃米尔,到那个小混血儿,他的歌声最甜美。
此后,孩子们四下散开,最后再去快活一下,留下马奇太太和女儿们还待在节日树下。
“我想,不应该再把自己叫做‘倒霉乔’了,我最大的愿望已经圆满完成。”巴尔夫人说着,一边将小特迪的小拳头拽出了牛奶罐,他的手正狂热地在罐里搅和着呢。
“可是,你的生活和很久以前想象的大相径庭。可记得我们的空中楼阁?”艾美问道。她笑看着劳里和约翰在和孩子们玩板球。
“亲爱的伙伴!看到他们忘掉事务玩耍一天,真让我的心受益匪浅。”乔回答。她现在说话带上了所有母亲的慈爱口气。“我记得的。可是,我那时向往的生活,现在看来显得自私、孤寂、清冷。然而,我并没有放弃写本好书的希望,可以等的,我确信生活里有了这样的经历和插图,书会写得更引人入胜的。”乔指着远处蹦蹦跳跳的孩子们,又指指爸爸。爸爸挽着教授的胳膊,两人在阳光下正走来走去,热烈地谈着什么,两人都乐在其中。乔接着指了指坐在那里的妈妈。女儿们众星捧月,她膝上、脚边坐着外孙儿外孙女,仿佛大家都从她脸上找到了帮助和幸福。那张脸在他们看来永远不会老。
“我的楼阁实现得最彻底啦。的确,我那时渴求美好的事物,但我心知道,假如有一个小家,有约翰和这样可爱的孩子,就应该知足了。我得到了这一切,感谢上帝。我是世上最幸福的女人。”美格将手放在人高马大的儿子的头上,脸上的表情充满温柔与虔诚的满足。
“我的楼阁和原来计划完全不同。但是,我不会像乔那样更改的。我不放弃所有的艺术希冀,也没把自己局限于帮助别人实现审美的梦想。我已经开始制作一个婴儿泥像。劳里说,那是我做得最好的一件。我自己也这么认为。打算用大理石制作。这样,不管天塌地陷,至少可以保留我的小天使的形象。”
艾美说着,一大滴泪珠落在了怀中孩子的金发上。她心肝宝贝的独生女弱不禁风,夭折的担心是艾美阳光生活中的阴影。这个磨难十字架对父亲母亲都有很大影响,同样的爱与恨把两个人紧密相连。艾美的性情变得更加甜美、深沉、温柔,劳里变得更加严肃、强壮、坚强。两个人都懂得了,美貌、青春、安康,甚至爱情本身,都不能使最有福气的人免于忧虑、疼痛、损失与悲哀,因为,“每个人生活一定有雨点落下,某些日子会变得黑暗、哀伤、凄凉”。
“她身体有起色了呢,我确信这一点,亲爱的。别灰心,要充满希望,要保持快乐。”马奇太太说道。心地温和的戴茜从外婆膝上俯过身去,将红润的脸贴在了小表妹苍白的脸颊上。
“我根本就不会灰心的,我有你鼓励,妈咪,有劳里承担一大半负担。”艾美热情地回答,“他从不让我看出他的焦虑。他对我那么温柔、耐心,对贝丝又是那么尽心。这对我始终是很大的支持与安慰,我怎么爱他都不过分。所以,尽管我有这个十字架,还是能跟着美格说:‘感谢上帝,我是个幸福的女人。'”
“我不需要再说了。大家一眼看得出来,我的幸福远远超过了我应得的。”乔接着说。她扫视了一眼好丈夫和身边草地上翻滚着的胖孩子们。“弗里茨白发越来越多,越来越胖了,而我日渐消瘦。我已经三十岁了,我们根本富不起来!梅园说不定哪天夜里会给烧掉,那个恶习不改的汤米·邦斯[5]非要在被子里面抽香蕨木烟。他已经三次烧着了自己。尽管有这样不太浪漫的事情,我无怨无悔,一辈子从来没有这样快活过。请原谅我的措辞,和那些男孩厮混,时不时要用他们的说法。”
“是的,乔,我看,你肯定会获得丰收的。”马奇太太开口说。一只黑色的大蟋蟀盯着小特迪,弄得他惊慌失措,还好,马奇太太这一说,把它吓走了。
“比您的丰收差远了,妈妈。您看,您耐心地播种,然后收获,我们怎么谢您都不够。”乔急得充满深情地大声喊道,她这个毛病永远都改不了。
“我希望每年都多些麦子,少些稗子。”艾美温柔地说。
“一大捆麦子,亲爱的妈咪,可我知道,在您心里还能装得下。”美格温情脉脉地说。
马奇太太深受感动,只能张开双臂,似乎要把儿孙们都拥抱在怀里。表情和声音里充满了慈祥的爱意、感激和谦卑,她说道:
“我的姑娘们啊,不管你们活到几岁,只要能有这么幸福,我就知足了!”
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[1]英国农事作家(1524? —1580)。
[2]英国作家(1618—1667)。
[3]西班牙农事作家,生活于公元初年。
[4]波摩娜(Pomona)是果树女神。
[5]作者本人小说中的人物,她后期的作品《小男人》和《乔的男孩们》中有详细刻画。
FOR A YEAR Jo and her Professor worked and waited, hoped and loved, met occasionally, and wrote such voluminous letters that the rise in the price of paper was accounted for, Laurie said. The second year began rather soberly, for their prospects did not brighten, and Aunt March died suddenly. But when their first sorrow was over—for they loved the old lady in spite of her sharp tongue—they found they had cause for rejoicing, for she had left Plumfield to Jo, which made all sorts of joyful things possible.
“It's a fine old place, and will bring a handsome sum, for of course you intend to sell it, ” said Laurie, as they were all talking the matter over some weeks later.
“No, I don't, ” was Jo's decided answer, as she petted the fat poodle, whom she had adopted, out of respect to his former mistress.
“You don't mean to live there? ”
“Yes, I do.”
“But, my dear girl, it's an immense house, and will take a power of money to keep it in order. The garden and orchard alone need two or three men, and farming isn't in Bhaer's line, I take it.”
“He'll try his hand at it there, if I propose it.”
“And you expect to live on the produce of the place? Well, that sounds paradisiacal, but you'll find it desperate hard work.”
“The crop we are going to raise is a profitable one.” And Jo laughed.
“Of what is this fine crop to consist, ma'am? ”
“Boys. I want to open a school for little lads—a good, happy, homelike school, with me to take care of them and Fritz to teach them.”
“That's a truly Joian plan for you! Isn't that just like her? ” cried Laurie, appealing to the family, who looked as much surprised as he.
“I like it, ” said Mrs. March decidedly.
“So do I, ” added her husband, who welcomed the thought of a chance for trying the Socratic method of education on modern youth.
“It will be an immense care for Jo, ” said Meg, stroking the head of her one all-absorbing son.
“Jo can do it, and be happy in it. It's a splendid idea. Tell us all about it, ” cried Mr. Laurence, who had been longing to lend the lovers a hand, but knew that they would refuse his help.
“I knew you'd stand by me, sir. Amy does too—I see it in her eyes, though she prudently waits to turn it over in her mind before she speaks. Now, my dear people, ” continued Jo earnestly, “just understand that this isn't a new idea of mine, but a long cherished plan. Before my Fritz came, I used to think how, when I'd made my fortune, and no one needed me at home, I'd hire a big house, and pick up some poor, forlorn little lads who hadn't any mothers, and take care of them, and make life jolly for them before it was too late. I see so many going to ruin for want of help at the right minute, I love so to do anything for them, I seem to feel their wants, and sympathize with their troubles, and oh, I should so like to be a mother to them! ”
Mrs. March held out her hand to Jo, who took it, smiling, with tears in her eyes, and went on in the old enthusiastic way, which they had not seen for a long while.
“I told my plan to Fritz once, and he said it was just what he would like, and agreed to try it when we got rich. Bless his dear heart, he's been doing it all his life—helping poor boys, I mean, not getting rich; that he'll never be; money doesn't stay in his pocket long enough to lay up any. But now, thanks to my good old aunt, who loved me better than I ever deserved, I'mrich,at least I feel so,and we can live at Plumfield perfectly well,if we have a flourishing school. It's just the place for boys, the house is big, and the furniture strong and plain. There's plenty of room for dozens inside, and splendid grounds outside. They could help in the garden and orchard:such work is healthy, isn't it, sir? Then Fritz could train and teach in his own way, and Father will help him. I can feed and nurse and pet and scold them, and Mother will be my stand-by. I've always longed for lots of boys, and never had enough, now I can fill the house full and revel in the little dears to my heart's content. Think what luxury— Plumfield my own, and a wilderness of boys to enjoy it with me! ”
As Jo waved her hands and gave a sigh of rapture, the family went off into a gale of merriment, and Mr. Laurence laughed till they thought he'd have an apoplectic fit.
“I don't see anything funny, ” she said gravely, when she could be heard. “Nothing could be more natural and proper than for my Professor to open a school, and for me to prefer to reside in my own estate.”
“She is putting on airs already, ” said Laurie, who regarded the idea in the light of a capital joke. “But may I inquire how you intend to support the establishment? If all the pupils are little ragamuffins, I'm afraid your crop won't be profitable in a worldly sense, Mrs. Bhaer.”
“Now don't be a wet-blanket, Teddy. Of course I shall have rich pupils, also—perhaps begin with such altogether. Then, when I've got a start, I can take in a ragamuffin or two, just for a relish. Rich people's children often need care and comfort, as well as poor. I've seen unfortunate little creatures left to servants, or backward ones pushed forward, when it's real cruelty. Some are naughty through mismanagment or neglect, and some lose their mothers. Besides, the best have to get through the hobbledehoy age, and that's the very time they need most patience and kindness. People laugh at them, and hustle them about, try to keep them out of sight, and expect them to turn all at once from pretty children into fine young men. They don't complain much—plucky little souls—but they feel it. I've been through something of it, and I know all about it. I've a special interest in such young bears, and like to show them that I see the warm, honest, well-meaning boys' hearts, in spite of the clumsy arms and legs and the topsy-turvy heads. I've had experience, too, for haven't I brought up one boy to be a pride and honor to his family? ”
“I'll testify that you tried to do it, ” said Laurie with a grateful look.
“And I've succeeded beyond my hopes, for here you are, a steady, sensible businessman, doing heaps of good with your money, and laying up the blessings of the poor, instead of dollars. But you are not merely a businessman, you love good and beautiful things, enjoy them yourself, and let others go halves,as you always did in the old times.I am proud of you, Teddy, for you get better every year, and everyone feels it, though you won't let them say so. Yes, and when I have my flock, I'll just point to you, and say ‘There's your model, my lads.'”
Poor Laurie didn't know where to look; for, man though he was, something of the old bashfulness came over him as this burst of praise made all faces turn approvingly upon him.
“I say, Jo, that's rather too much, ” he began, just in his old boyish way.“You have all done more for me than I can ever thank you for, except by doing my best not to disappoint you. You have rather cast me off lately, Jo, but I've had the best of help, nevertheless; so, if I've got on at all, you may thank these two for it.” And he laid one hand gently on his grandfather's head, and the other on Amy's golden one, for the three were never far apart.
“I do think that families are the most beautiful things in all the world! ”burst out Jo, who was in an unusually uplifted frame of mind just then.“When I have one of my own, I hope it will be as happy as the three I know and love the best. If John and my Fritz were only here, it would be quite a little heaven on earth, ” she added more quietly. And that night when she went to her room after a blissful evening of family counsels, hopes, and plans, her heart was so full of happiness that she could only calm it by kneeling beside the empty bed always near her own, and thinking tender thoughts of Beth.
It was a very astonishing year altogether, for things seemed to happen in an unusually rapid and delightful manner. Almost before she knew where she was, Jo found herself married and settled at Plumfield. Then a family of six or seven boys sprung up like mushrooms, and flourished surprisingly, poor boys as well as rich; for Mr. Laurence was continually finding some touching case of destitution, and begging the Bhaers to take pity on the child, and he would gladly pay a trifle for its support. In this way, the sly old gentleman got round proud Jo, and furnished her with the style of boy in which she most delighted.
Of course it was uphill work at first, and Jo made queer mistakes, but the wise Professor steered her safely into calmer waters, and the most rampant ragamuffin was conquered in the end. How Jo did enjoy her “wilderness of boys”, and how poor, dear Aunt March would have lamented had she been there to see the sacred precincts of prim, well-ordered Plumfield overrun with Toms, Dicks, and Harrys! There was a sort of poetic justice about it, after all, for the old lady had been the terror of the boys for miles around; and now the exiles feasted freely on forbidden plums, kicked up the gravel with profane boots unreproved, and played cricket in the big field where the irritable “cow with a crumpled horn”used to invite rash youths to come and be tossed. It became a sort of boys' paradise, and Laurie suggested that it should be called the “Bhaer-garten”, as a compliment to its master and appropriate to its inhabitants.
It never was a fashionable school, and the Professor did not lay up a fortune; but it was just what Jo intended it to be—“a happy, homelike place for boys, who needed teaching, care, and kindness.” Every room in the big house was soon full; every little plot in the garden soon had its owner. A regular menagerie appeared in barn and shed, for pet animals were allowed;and, three times a day, Jo smiled at her Fritz from the head of a long table lined on either side with rows of happy young faces, which all turned to her with affectionate eyes, confiding words, and grateful hearts, full of love for “Mother Bhaer”. She had boys enough now, and did not tire of them, though they were not angels, by any means, and some of them caused both Professor and Professorin much trouble and anxiety. But her faith in the good spot which exists in the heart of the naughtiest, sauciest, most tantalizing little ragamuffin gave her patience, skill, and in time success, for no mortal boy could hold out long with Father Bhaer shining on him as benevolently as the sun, and Mother Bhaer forgiving him seventy times seven. Very precious to Jo was the friendship of the lads, their penitent sniffs and whispers after wrongdoing; their droll or touching little confidences, their pleasant enthusiasms, hopes, and plans; even their misfortunes, for they only endeared them to her all the more. There were slow boys and bashful boys; feeble boys and riotous boys, boys that lisped and boys that stuttered, one or two lame ones; and a merry little quadroon, who could not be taken in elsewhere, but who was welcome to the “Bhaer-garten”, though some people predicted that his admission would ruin the school.
Yes, Jo was a very happy woman there, in spite of hard work, much anxiety, and a perpetual racket. She enjoyed it heartily and found the applause of her boys more satisfying than any praise of the world, for now she told no stories except to her flock of enthusiastic believers and admirers. As the years went on, two little lads of her own came to increase her happiness—Rob, named for Grandpa, and Teddy, a happy-go-lucky baby, who seemed to have inherited his papa's sunshiny temper as well as his mother's lively spirit. How they ever grew up alive in that whirlpool of boys was a mystery to their grandma and aunts, but they flourished like dandelions in spring, and their rough nurses loved and served them well.
There were a great many holidays at Plumfield, and one of the most delightful was the yearly apple-picking; for then the Marches, Laurences, Brookes and Bhaers turned out in full force and made a day of it. Five years after Jo's wedding, one of these fruitful festivals occurred—a mellow October day, when the air was full of an exhilarating freshness which made the spirits rise and the blood dance healthily in the veins. The old orchard wore its holiday attire: goldenrod and asters fringed the mossy walls; grasshoppers skipped briskly in the sere grass, and crickets chirped like fairy pipers at a feast; squirrels were busy with their small harvesting. Birds twittered their adieux from the alders in the lane; and every tree stood ready to send down its shower of red or yellow apples at the first shake. Everybody was there; everybody laughed and sang, climbed up and tumbled down; everybody declared that there never had been such a perfect day or such a jolly set to enjoy it; and everyone gave themselves up to the simple pleasures of the hour as freely as if there were no such things as care or sorrow in the world.
Mr. March strolled placidly about, quoting Tusser, Cowley, and Columella to Mr. Laurence, while enjoying—
The gentle apple's winey juice.
The Professor charged up and down the green aisles like a stout Teutonic knight, with a pole for a lance, leading on the boys, who made a hook and ladder company of themselves, and performed wonders in the way of ground and lofty tumbling. Laurie devoted himself to the little ones, rode his small daughter in a bushelbasket, took Daisy up among the birds' nests, and kept adventurous Rob from breaking his neck. Mrs. March and Meg sat among the apple-piles like a pair of Pomonas, sorting the contributions that kept pouring in, while Amy with a beautiful motherly expression in her face sketched the various groups, and watched over one pale lad, who sat adoring her with his little crutch beside him.
Jo was in her element that day, and rushed about, with her gown pinned up, and her hat anywhere but on her head, and her baby tucked under her arm, ready for any lively adventure which might turn up. Little Teddy bore a charmed life, for nothing ever happened to him, and Jo never felt any anxiety when he was whisked up into a tree by one lad, galloped off on the back of another, or supplied with sour russets by his indulgent papa, who labored under the Germanic delusion that babies could digest anything, from pickled cabbage to buttons, nails, and their own small shoes. She knew that little Ted would turn up again in time, safe and rosy, dirty and serene, and she always received him back with a hearty welcome, for Jo loved her babies tenderly.
At four o'clock a lull took place, and baskets remained empty, while the apple pickers rested and compared rents and bruises. Then Jo and Meg, with a detachment of the bigger boys, set forth the supper on the grass, for an out-of-door tea was always the crowning joy of the day. The land literally flowed with milk and honey on such occasions, for the lads were not required to sit at table, but allowed to partake of refreshment as they liked—freedom being the sauce best beloved by the boyish soul. They availed themselves of the rare privilege to the fullest extent, for some tried the pleasing experiment of drinking milk while standing on their heads, others lent a charm to leapfrog by eating pie in the pauses of the game, cookies were sown broadcast over the field, and apple turnovers roosted in the trees like a new style of bird. The little girls had a private tea party, and Ted roved among the edibles at his own sweet will.
When no one could eat any more, the Professor proposed the first regular toast, which was always drunk at such times—“Aunt March, God bless her! ” A toast heartily given by the good man, who never forgot how much he owed her, and quietly drunk by the boys, who had been taught to keep her memory green.
“Now, Grandma's sixtieth birthday! Long life to her, with three times three! ”
That was given with a will, as you may well believe; and the cheering once begun, it was hard to stop it. Everybody's health was proposed, from Mr. Laurence, who was considered their special patron, to the astonished guinea pig, who had strayed from its proper sphere in search of its young master. Demi, as the oldest grandchild, then presented the queen of the day with various gifts, so numerous that they were transported to the festive scene in a wheelbarrow. Funny presents, some of them, but what would have been defects to other eyes were ornaments to Grandma's—for the children's gifts were all their own. Every stitch Daisy's patient little fingers had put into the handkerchiefs she hemmed was better than embroidery to Mrs. March; Demi's shoebox was a miracle of mechanical skill, though the cover wouldn't shut; Rob's footstool had a wiggle in its uneven legs that she declared was soothing; and no page of the costly book Amy's child gave her was so fair as that on which appeared in tipsy capitals, the words—“To dear Grandma, from her little Beth.”
During the ceremony the boys had mysteriously disappeared; and when Mrs. March had tried to thank her children, and broken down, while Teddy wiped her eyes on his pinafore, the Professor suddenly began to sing. Then, from above him, voice after voice took up the words, and from tree to tree echoed the music of the unseen choir, as the boys sang with all their hearts the little song that Jo had written, Laurie set to music, and the Professor trained his lads to give with the best effect. This was something altogether new, and it proved a grand success; for Mrs. March couldn't get over her surprise, and insisted on shaking hands with every one of the featherless birds, from tall Franz and Emil to the little quadroon, who had the sweetest voice of all.
After this, the boys dispersed for a final lark, leaving Mrs. March and her daughters under the festival tree.
“I don't think I ever ought to call myself ‘unlucky Jo' again, when my greatest wish has been so beautifully gratified, ” said Mrs. Bhaer, taking Teddy's little fist out of the milk pitcher, in which he was rapturously churning.
“And yet your life is very different from the one you pictured so long ago. Do you remember our castles in the air? ” asked Amy, smiling as she watched Laurie and John playing cricket with the boys.
“Dear fellows! It does my heart good to see them forget business and frolic for a day, ” answered Jo, who now spoke in a maternal way of all mankind. “Yes, I remember, but the life I wanted then seems selfish, lonely, and cold to me now. I haven't given up the hope that I may write a good book yet, but I can wait, and I'm sure it will be all the better for such experiences and illustrations as these.” And Jo pointed from the lively lads in the distance to her father, leaning on the Professor's arm, as they walked to and fro in the sunshine, deep in one of the conversations which both enjoyed so much, and then to her mother, sitting enthroned among her daughters, with their children in her lap and at her feet, as if all found help and happiness in the face which never could grow old to them.
“My castle was the most nearly realized of all. I asked for splendid things, to be sure, but in my heart I knew I should be satisfied, if I had a little home, and John, and some dear children like these. I've got them all, thank God, and am the happiest woman in the world.” And Meg laid her hand on her tall boy's head, with a face full of tender and devout content.
“My castle is very different from what I planned, but I would not alter it, though, like Jo, I don't relinquish all my artistic hopes, or confine myself to helping others fulfill their dreams of beauty. I've begun to model a figure of baby, and Laurie says it is the best thing I've ever done. I think so, myself, and mean to do it in marble, so that, whatever happens, I may at least keep the image of my little angel.”
As Amy spoke, a great tear dropped on the golden hair of the sleeping child in her arms, for her one well-beloved daughter was a frail little creature and the dread of losing her was the shadow over Amy's sunshine. This cross was doing much for both father and mother, for one love and sorrow bound them closely together. Amy's nature was growing sweeter, deeper, and more tender; Laurie was growing more serious, strong, and firm, and both were learning that beauty, youth, good fortune, even love itself, cannot keep care and pain, loss and sorrow, from the most blessed for —
Into each life some rain must fall,
Some days must be dark and sad and dreary.
“She is growing better, I am sure of it, my dear. Don't despond, but hope and keep happy, ” said Mrs. March, as tenderhearted Daisy stooped from her knee to lay her rosy cheek against her little cousin's pale one.
“I never ought to, while I have you to cheer me up, Marmee, and Laurie to take more than half of every burden, ” replied Amy warmly.“He never lets me see his anxiety, but is so sweet and patient with me, so devoted to Beth, and such a stay and comfort to me always that I can't love him enough. So, in spite of my one cross, I can say with Meg, ‘Thank God, I'm a happy woman.'”
“There's no need for me to say it, for everyone can see that I'm far happier than I deserve, ” added Jo, glancing from her good husband to her chubby children, tumbling on the grass beside her. “Fritz is getting gray and stout; I'm growing as thin as a shadow, and am thirty; we never shall be rich, and Plumfield may burn up any night, for that incorrigible Tommy Bangs will smoke sweet-fern cigars under the bedclothes,though he's set himself afire three times already. But in spite of these unromantic facts, I have nothing to complain of, and never was so jolly in my life. Excuse the remark, but living among boys, I can't help using their expressions now and then.”
“Yes, Jo, I think your harvest will be a good one, ” began Mrs. March, frightening away a big black cricket that was staring Teddy out of countenance.
“Not half so good as yours, Mother. Here it is, and we never can thank you enough for the patient sowing and reaping you have done, ” cried Jo, with the loving impetuosity which she never would outgrow.
“I hope there will be more wheat and fewer tares every year, ” said Amy softly.
“A large sheaf, but I know there's room in your heart for it, Marmee dear, ” added Meg's tender voice.
Touched to the heart, Mrs. March could only stretch out her arms, as if to gather children and grandchildren to herself, and say, with face and voice full of motherly love, gratitude, and humility—
“Oh, my girls, however long you may live, I never can wish you a greater happiness than this! ”